It's the wait for that other shoe to drop that...

Mind you I am not complaining at all. I do feel very blessed that all of my symptoms or reactions are eeking out of me instead of charging out! This weekend was the 4th of July and some say I was crazy to have the entire family up at the house for a barbecue but some of the family were missing, Crissy had to work and Lauren was entertained at the Amphip base so the "entire family" wasn't there but those that were said that they had a good time(I think), I don't remember much of it as I did what I could and then was lying down or zombie like (no no just kidding I do remember all of it I was just a little cranky). I did see the Capitol 4th on TV and the celebration from the Hudson River! I heard the fireworks around our house but didn't see much that's okay the dogs were a little goosy but all in all it was a nice day! Sunday I did get up and make it to church which I haven't been able to do in about a month so then I came home and watched the recorded match of Roddick and Federer, what a match! Then took a nap and then it was Monday! That's how that day 4usually goes. Day 5 was a little bit more energy but not much so stayed close to the chair and naps.

Today I was able to start my day with a regular routine of showering and breakfast, now I am in the office working on paperwork/emails. Tomorrow is my Wednesday morning breakfast club meeting so I will be up early for that one, but I have found that I allow myself an "easy" wakeup on day 6, means I let my body tell me when it wants to get up instead of me saying "okay lets do 2 miles!" I will walk in the evening and then walk Thursday morning, hopefully. I am finding that it is easy to slip into a "non compliant" attitude for all of it and then you get grumpy just because you can! None of that! I will sing for my supper and hopefully be laughing with the best of them this time next month!
Hugs, Deb