Can you believe that it has been a year since I started this blog? I can't. It amazes me that time has passed as it has and not a lot has changed.
Well okay a lot has changed Craig is still here in Virginia (since 1/12/09), I had back surgery for a severely herniated disc (well actually two), recovered went through physical therapy, was diagnosed with Breast Cancer AGAIN (so now I am an 11 year and 7 months out survivor),I went through chemotherapy for 14 weeks and then had a major surgery with reconstruction, then I packed up my house (of 8 years in the same neighborhood) and moved across the country to Virginia, unpacked the house, settled it, then flew back to San Diego for another (the final major)surgery, recovered at my mom's, closed up the house in Temecula, said "we'll see you later" to my neighbors, flew home for Easter, then had another little minor surgery to remove a tangerine size clot, still healing from that (yes it is still an open wound! dang it)and it's Mother's Day once again.
One could say that I have come full circle. My hair has grown back and sometimes it's funny (like ironic) that I am 9 months out from my last chemo treatment and just this past week I look like myself again in head and face. I don't look anything like my old self from the neck down. You should laugh at that. I am pleased with the fact that I don't wear underwire bras anymore (they always gouged somewhere), but I am still working on reducing the bulge that sits below my chest now. I am telling you someone should have warned me that area would be a problem and heavy exercise is not on the menu yet. So patience is still my best friend!
I will continue to check in and let you know how life goes here in Virginia. So far all is okay and I have work so that's good it gives me a focus for the week instead of wondering which chair I am going to sit on and for how long. This is a nostalgic week for me as last year is very vivid in my memory and all that I went through, I would not be where I am today without this blog to vent my thoughts onto, nor you all that read it and sent me your comments and prayers. Prayer is not last in my house, it is first, putting it at the end of the prior list makes it more noticeable.
Hugs to you all and Happy Mother's Day to my "Mother friends", Deb
Glad things are going well, but sad to hear you still have an open wound....Yuck! You said you have work now, did you start a new job? If so what are you doing? I hope this year is boring in a good way for you without any stressful events, you need a good, "boring" break :) Susan
ReplyDeleteDeb, let me say that I am so proud of you and hearing all that you went through cements more in my mind what a truly amazing, strong woman you are. You are an inspiration to so many. I am glad to hear that prayer is first in your life because all healing and comfort truly come from God. I know He is holding you and your beautiful family in His hands right now bringing you comfort, courage and strength to help you through these most trying times. You are almost there! Keep up the fabulous attitude and hard work. By the way, did you get a job? I hope you work from home. I am hoping that perhaps Bill and I can drive down and visit you and Craig in your new home. Please don't overdo do it and Let Go and Let God because He truly is the one in control. Love you so much, Linda
ReplyDeleteDebi... strong in spirit, attitude, voice and body, too! Wow, you keep going , Girl!
ReplyDeleteI know this blog has been good for you, and I appreciate your frankness, and the fact that you want to share your ups and downs with all of us. It is good for us, too!
Will talk to you soon! Sending hugs, I miss you! Wish I could drive that darned hour up 15 and see you all! Love, Sue :)